28 days to go to meeting Dino, he calls me every night just every night to tell me what happening in camp, ohk, currently doing his reservist at Ulu pandan police camp. Im not in a state where I need a guy around now. Not saying I gave up, I must learn to be alone, Dino once said, takder laki2 lehmatiker? But really put it, its true, but Im happy now, on counselling and feel better but sometimes there is just one thing, that can make me go back to the past, sometimes is like "they" purposely one me to be inform, I cant describe verbally.
