What i am feeling now is beyond my means. I want to work today or else i could think nothing but b & family. I dun"t wanna think bout this. I felt that as a girlfriend i played my part to stay loyal in any circumstances. I dont communicate with guys even schoolmates. Maybe i dont broden my horizon. Actually this is the moment i should explore the world. Jealousy, of course it will come naturally. Im not happy about amalina texting him all the time. this gonna stop in a way or another or else it will happen to me too. why should i be afraid?
My mom words came to my thoughts...
"Ginilah jadinye dah banyk hutang budi ngan orang.......
*in-speak-able.