I dont know how to start this. Saturday was.. hmm..
I was actually excited to meet ♥ . I wear the top that he bought for me with my thights,.
He requested me to wear that since 2 weeks ago.
Met him at simei. As per normal, he was late.
I was standing near the public phone,
then i heard his voice saying"hai can i speak to Noratika please?"
Yes, it was ♥ playing a fool.
♥ said his parents are downstairs,
i dont want to go cos' i know what I'm wearing is unappropriate.
♥ insisted.
Yes, His mom said I wear was too revealing.
I was mad at ♥ .
Then ♥ said if you wanna be angry lets just go home.
I just pretended everything doesn't happened just b'cos i missed ♥ .
We catch Fighting at Tampines.
Then, we went to Causeway to have our dinner.
At the bus stand,♥ told me his going to help Hisham's friends to carry stuffs as
she is moving.
♥ told me that he dont know who the person is but she knows ♥ .
I was feeling suspicious.
The ♥ just confessed that she was Nurul,
so he lied. I was mad that time, but i dont want ♥ to piss off so i just forget it.
Right after i get down from the bus, I wanted to go to the ladies,
♥ was like "toilet pulak?"
♥ was in hurry to go to Nurul's place to help them .
Right after dinner we took the train home.
♥ asked me' have you tried telling your dad about us?"
"Not yet",I answered.
I told ♥ to go first.
As he left, imy tears just rolled down.
I feel so sad that ♥ lied,
i feel so sad that ♥ was hurrying home,
I did not picked up ♥ calls.
I was mad.
This morning i text ♥ and ♥ said that he reach home at 2.30.
I just dont know what to say.
No more lies
