Eqah Alehka: Takut dengan bayang bayang sendiri. Aku sepatutnya bangun dari mimpi ini. Since Grandma will be hospitalised, Is time to start Mugging. I need help from all my surrounding to have a taught for me, just this once.Is time that someone start doing their responsibility and loosen some of my burden, but one day if nanny gone, Im gonna smile cos' I was the one that done all out for her.
it was all beyond my means.
Now i started being my old self again, now i can start being jealous,
i just dont knw why. I dont like putting down the phone even when he havent done with talking,
it is simply rude, it just happen,
idk what is happenning to me, i get angry easily,
i am so weak,
i feel like crying sometimes,
fatigue 24/7,
I need an energy booster.
Maybe i take life for granted.
Is time i wake up, face the reality,
being in denial for quite a long time,
I dont mind anything he does now,
If we are meant, then we are.
Simply I love him, i should trust him.
The problem im just afraid of my own shadows,
i cant face the mirror,
i need to seek help.
