Hey people, guess what? I'm feeling sick. Got down with flu. Well, i talked to best friend just now, he got a slight problem with his family. Am i lying to myself? Should i think about others feeling before mine? Am i gonna be miserable with the consequences then? I want to do all sorts of things but i simply cant. I always wished i could took a lot of photos with my dearest and blog it like other couples do, i always wish that i could talk to dearest on the phone like other couples do, i always wish dearest would talk more when we go out & i always wish dearest wouldn't be so *cold*... I'm sorry, i have to say all this! Yes you are totally different from all the guys out there, what shud i do? I just have to bury this wants & desires......
