Reach Me

Ok, O level is in a week. Aku tak blajar. Doomed.
Boyfriend just had an accident, just came back from his place,
to my surprise, he bought me this beautiful silver necklace for our 2 month.
I rindu baby. Shall go his place again tomorrow. Rindu.

responsibilities.

Eqah Alehka: Takut dengan bayang bayang sendiri. Aku sepatutnya bangun dari mimpi ini. Since Grandma will be hospitalised, Is time to start Mugging. I need help from all my surrounding to have a taught for me, just this once.Is time that someone start doing their responsibility and loosen some of my burden, but one day if nanny gone, Im gonna smile cos' I was the one that done all out for her.

it was all beyond my means.

Now i started being my old self again, now i can start being jealous,

i just dont knw why. I dont like putting down the phone even when he havent done with talking,

it is simply rude, it just happen,

idk what is happenning to me, i get angry easily,

i am so weak,

i feel like crying sometimes,

fatigue 24/7,

I need an energy booster.

Maybe i take life for granted.

Is time i wake up, face the reality,

being in denial for quite a long time,

I dont mind anything he does now,

If we are meant, then we are.

Simply I love him, i should trust him.

The problem im just afraid of my own shadows,

i cant face the mirror,

i need to seek help.

Lebaran 2010

Hello.

Lebaran was awesome. I get to meet all my relatives this year.
The best thing Im rich for a day, haha:)
This is the first time I went raya with Abang And Kak Shasha.
It was amazing. Just that my heels make me taller than him. :)
The third day raya, Boyfriend followed me to Nenek Uda;s place.
He was superbly scared, and further more I add too much chili in his soup.
Opps, sorry boyfriend.
Then we headed to Ubi, Mamang"s Amli place.
They could get along though,
Im happy to celebrate raya with him.
Seriously he never looked down on my family like that someone did.
alhamdulilah, everything went well.
Was otp with baby yesterday till 3am.
We were talking bout' engagement,
isnt it too fast? bt i was pretty amazed too.
But let me achieve sumthing in life first before I start settling down.


Ps: Too the spammers on my tagboard, be prepared, your IP add have been logged,
You better come and admit yourself before i lodge a report to the police .

Cinta

i been wanting to blog,

now that i have th opportunity, im so happy.
Now that I'm attached, my time is so packed, with school,you & family.
I'm so happy now, now I need to get a job,
Whatever it is, I have to do it.
Meeting Boyfriend on the 27th August,
ooo I forget,
HAPPY ADVANCED 21St BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND.
Since is fasting month,
we only can celebrate after breakfast on the 27th,
nak makan Carls JR lagy? haha. on me.
I hope you achieved what you want,
go back to school & be a full time firefighter.
I really hope we last,
I wanna make sure this stereotype about the sweetness only in the begining.
I heart you Shazwan Rahman.

P.S: Sorry BF, i like this picture alot cos u look hot:D

lovestruck

(this picture taken during my trip to Malaysia in May)

:) Smiling
I'm having <3<3 LOVESTRUCK. Yes,finally after a year single im attached. But I shall not revealed my boyfriend yet. We lay low. When im ready and he is, i'll post his picture. We are 3 years apart, And I'm missing him so much tonight, Im sorry that i lied, and for me I only lied cos of shame dear. 0000hrs, 13 August@ Marina Barrage rooftop,
Sweetkan boyfriend aku. haha:)
Going Breakfast with baby tomorrow, till then xoxo

And it takes no time to fall in love

Happy Sunday everybody. Love the way you lie. I change my play list.

Just suddenly in love with this song baby.

Love: Don't want to elaborate much. Falling in love is awesome, but falling out of love is horrid. Whenever I starting to like someone, & it takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is,it takes you fear to make you trust. Well some lyrics pull love of. People might understand that love is a certain feeling that is indescribable. Only does who ever experience it, been there and done that will appreciate. A kiss maynot symbolise that a guy fall for you. A text msg saying I love you may mean a lot. For me, yes, I admit that I may take all this seriously, I've learnt alot throughout my r/s with assholes but it is awesome to think back you enjoy every single thing. I've change. I want to let people understand that I dont do this crazy things and Im not a Minah. It's totally difficult. Who are you to judge me? Im just a normal person. I'm now starting to take a step further, if we are meant for each other why not? Someone said" I dont want people to take advantage of you!" What makes you different from everybody else.? My phone is quite silent today. Turtle maybe tired after bowling yesterday. I just don't like you to judge me. Please just because i had to take some suppliments to lose some pounds, that doesnt mean Im bad. If i could be able to ask you to contact my ex's just to prove it, if only. I dont wanna hope, i dont wanna play a fool. Im scared that I might sayang you and end up you'll leave. Brothers said, guys nowadays just wanna get laid. It's true, no matter his qualification or his career, behing any bad or nerdy guys, they have this thoughts, come on if you believe them, F it off. Im happy to catch a glimpse of him. I smile looking at his face cos' i love the way he bullies me, it may not be love, it maybe affection. But i cant lie to myself saying im not liking this turtle. I'm starting to miss him. Im starting to think of him. Bt is he?

I speak nothing but the truth

wello.

I'm so bored, 70 days to go to O level & I'm still procasinating.

What the hell happen to me.

Yesterday, i meet up with wan, then bonch arrived.

Talked, i don't know.

Is like wan, his different in a way,

he doesn't like to have a women pillion,

he doesn't owned an extra helmet,

but the way he speak is so cute,

like turtle. Idk how to describe anymore.

Yes lately, there's alot of guy in my life.

Well, is good that someone observe that.

& I'm not so desperate.

Like my bro always says" Buto Miskin"

haha, stupid Mat.

Furthermore, whoever who read my blog,

I welcome you to read and i dont want you to come and tell me what to post or

what should i post.

for the girls,

Sorry Eqah doesnt steal or date boyfriend orang,

not my taste, if i do,

just as friends.

If you are scared that i might took yours,

keep him, lock in your room,

or might as well handcuff him.

My blog,my say.

I forgotten my past, and I shall start fresh now.